senior year! should i say already? or finally?! depends on the mood.
senior year! should i say already? or finally?! depends on the mood.

Give me wings, give me peace
These are the things that I need
I’m tourmented, boken, and shamed
Are you listening?
And give me shelter from the storm
I know its a lot to ask for considering how recent I’ve piled the dirt on your name
Are you listening?
Are you listening?
I have heard that winter’s cold will give way to summers warmth
Oh no! Like salt in the snow,
I’m melted and left all alone on the side of the road
Is this where I am for your sake?
Stuck between sleep and awake
My mind is dreaming of things
Are you listening?
I took you for granted again
And threw you aside and pretended for one minute that I had control of my life and direction— it seemed to be “in”
I was wrong again
Are you listening?
I have heard that winter’s cold will give way to summers warmth
Oh no! Like salt in the snow,
I’m melted and left all alone on the side of the road
And I will wait for you to come again
And I can’t pretent like I’m confident
And I can’t pretend like it makes much sence when it doesn’t
I have heard that winter’s cold will give way to summers warmth
Oh no! Like salt in the snow,
I’m melted and left all alone on the side of the road
-The Classic Crime
another ridiculous weekend is coming my way.. but one I can’t wait to start… I just need to get through work tonight.. wednesday and thursday.. then work until 9:30 friday night (missing lindsay’s play :/) then straight to berea after work.. until a bit before noon saturday.. then Lindsay Rose’s Play at 2!! after the play i’m working 6-9 then hopefully going to hang out in Auburn after! Sunday will also be an adventure.I’m potentially working, my brother and sister are having their massive joint graduation party..(i’ll see my eldest sister :) can’t wait for that. she’ll only be around for a couple weeks..) then after chilling there for a few hours.. off to Portland to celebrate a belated mother’s day with the best mommy in the world.. (i’m biased i know) with my lindsay and robi darling and mommy susan… also to visit my favorite soon to be mommy who is stuck up in the hospital… i miss you girl! your angel will be perfect!. God’s got it under control. and i’m praying for some sleep sometime in there.. but who knows what’s going to happen… crazyness is a love hate relationship…
(via we-found-our-way)
I think I LOVE you!
okay.. so I usually work better under pressure.. meaning I’m like the biggest procrastinator in forever…I’ve known about this history essay for a couple weeks now.. but decided i didn’t want to start it until 9 o’clock the night before it’s due?… yeah that’s me. I amaze myself at still getting grades I can smile at.. but going into senior year next year you would think I had the whole, work now, play later thing down..not exactly.. oh well anyway.. just finished the essay at about 12:30.. with distractions.. not too bad Erica… now I’m stiff and ready for a good nights sleep and finishing up my crazy week of singing…I GOT MY SOLO FOR MY MAY CONCERT TODAY!!!! :) then Wednesday (tomorrow) night is Spring Sing at my highschool… and Thursday night me and some buddies will be opening for Mitch something or other who I guess is a pretty known worship leader.. and we’ve had in two full practice sessions.. so this should be interested.. pray for my poor voice.. it’s still going strong but we’ll see what happens after going on a constant 5 hours of sleep everynight.. oh boy.. love you all.. NA NIGHT
If I had a chance for another try,
I wouldn’t change a thing
This made me all who I am inside
And if I could thank God
That I am here, and I am alive
and everyday I wake
I tell myself a little hamless lie
The whole wide world is mine…
kinda hoping i can deal with driving my mom around this afternoon… praying i don’t freak..
what they heck.. where did this come from?…where do we go from here?
people you love will pass on from this life.. but hold tight to the memories.. they’ll never leave.. i miss him now.. as much as ever..
Thomas Michael Boyd… May 23, 1991 ~ September 9, 2006
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